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[26 Apr 2006|03:57pm] |
Wow so last time i updated this bad boy was september 13th..needless to say i'm slacking like WHOA..umm so basically..
My mom found out about my tattoo...she kicked me out and cut me off financially for like two months..but it's all better now...I went home for easter and she was like blah blah blah i cant trust you and i was like...umm i did it a year ago..then we were ok.
I got to hang out with some people I've missed for a long time on April 12th..Jeff Shaant Fred and Tom..I wore my Cherry Bing shirt lol Jeff liked it..Shaant on the other hand didnt as much..but yeah that was a lot of fun...I just wanted to be around them all night..They make me so happy and so proud because they kicked ass and are now doing what they've always wanted to..and they deserve it because they've worked really fucking hard to get where they are now..and I'm just so proud of them and I just love being around them..too bad they are famous and have like 349875 people on them at all times..i dont like sharing..but i guess i'm going to have to right? :-/ It makes me sad..and I feel like someday they are going to forget who I am and I'm just going to be another face in the crowd..not really meaning anything special..and that kills me..because I love shaant and Jeff especially soo much..i've known them for what seems like forever and I just wish that we could be closer..oh well..
School is going well..my first year is almost over..I can't believe it actually..I made amazing friends here and I dont know what i'd do without them..
Tonight I'm going out to the last greek party of the year..when I really shouldnt be..but i'm not going to drink i'm actually going to take care of Gabie so she doesn't do anything stupid..
So yeah remember Cody..yeah well we were off and on for 8 months..and then we stopped talking and I thought I was over him for good right...well no..this past week he's been fucking with my head again..I just wish I could get into a relationship so that I don't have to deal with his emotional battle anymore..but I can't..I can't get over him..
Actually the guy I like is in love with someone else..even though she is states away from him..i'm pretty sure he's in love with her..but i'd never be good enough for him..he's too perfect..and amazing..and...i guess you could say popular..but yeah everyone knows him..and worships him..and wants him..so why would I ever get a chance..
The thing is..he has no idea..I saw him two weeks ago..and just being around him made me feel amazing..but he's too busy doing something that he is amazing at to even think about me.
Oh well..
I have two papers,two finals,two math projects, and a math test to do this week...so i should get back to that.
Yay for random updates..I promise I'll be better with this from now on!!
Love You...
Angela
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[13 Sep 2005|11:43am] |
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So i'm 18 guys..as of three days ago.. I love college soo much...i take back the fact that it's over priced and overrated..bc i mean yeah it is overpriced but it's soo much fun
So Saturday (my birthday) was soo fun
At first it sucked bc everyone was having a bad day with homework and everything but that night i went to a party at the turtle's sorority house..wow..the girls are soo nice
they gave me a free shot bc it was my birthday and the alcohol there was amazing..they had "jungle juice" which normally tastes like water with sugar in it..no alcohol but this shit was amazing..you could taste the everclear and for a little extra bonus they added vodka to it..wow it was amazing...
While there i met a boy...his name is Joe and he lives in Jersey
Bad bc he doesnt go to school here..
He has 12 piercings in all
Two in his left trigus 7/16 in his ears both sides of his cartilidge both nipples three in his tounge and a prince albert
let me tell you this boy was soo fun...we hung out a lot after the party..and he slept over... ;) we were good though...for the most part..
i mean i always wanted to make out with a boy with a tounge ring...and three..sooo fun
weird thing though..when he was leaving the next morning he was like.. nice meeting you..and i was like weird..oh well i'll probably never see him again though...kinda shitty..
Cody has a gf...yeah he lied to me...oh well i dont care im over it
If you dont know Cody..he's a boy from home that i loved for like a week but he treated me like shit so oh well
Omg so today lauren and i flipped my bed over so it's really tall..and i have to jump into it..its funny..and if i was to fall out i would probably die due to head trauma but oh well
I dont have another class until 430..english..i hate it... i had to write an essay due today...about a first..of course i made it about chris bc he's the easiest thing for me to vent/ write about...i had to call him to ask him a question about something that happened and he was like..what are you doing..and i told him writing an essay...he was like..hmm okay..it was funny..
So yeah i'm 18 and as soon as i can im getting another tattoo on my lower back of the guns that are on sullivan avenue's shirt and i want to pierce my industrial..but i think i might be too poor for all of that..so ill just get the tattoo..lol
I think i might be going home for something soon..but im not sure..i kinda miss certain people there.. aka Sullivan Avenue Boys..even though they got too busy to remember my birthday but that shit happens when you're on the verge of being famous..oh well ill be forgotten eventually so i better take all i can while they still remember me..
I love those boys soo much they are the best things that have happened to me..
K well im done now so i can sleep bc im soo tired!!
Angela
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[30 Aug 2005|03:10pm] |
okay well i had a super long entry...telling everyone my schedule and everything..but it deleted...and now im pissed...
it also had my address...but obviously that isnt important enough to this damn site...fucking a i hate this shit.
Write me:
Angela Kazmark
Osol Mailbox #OS066
510 S.42nd St.
Philadelphia, Pa 19104
i miss sullivan avenue..and everyone else from home..and im having fun...and college is over priced and over rated.
thats my general entry minus 4895734 words.
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[17 Aug 2005|10:41pm] |
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wow im in a shit load of pain right now...
neways...it's been like forever...i know my loyal fans probably thought i died...i didnt really think anyone read this...i still dont actually...so if you do read this leave me a comment and tell me so i continue to write in it
I leave for college in almost 7 days...august 25th
Today my mom asked me what i wanted to do for my last weekend home..and i just started crying...i dont know if im ready for this...i mean i cant believe im leaving for college...nothing is ever going to be the same...home wont ever be home again...my little sister is moving in my room when i leave..so i wont even have that to come home to...i dont know how im going to deal with this
Last month i went off of my depression meds...my choice..but i was talking to the doctor and she gave me a starter pack and told me to take it to college..she like knows im going to die.
So i got all my school supplies today and me being a dumbass ordered staples instead of a stapler...so now i still need one of those...and some weird cables for the TV and my computer...which i havent gotten yet...weird...but my mom promises she's gonna get me one so i guess i dont have to worry..
Amy leaves tomorrow....Hillary left tuesday...it's real. we're really all leaving im not packing bc then i know that its true and i have to leave i figure if im not packed i cant leave. so ill wait until the absolute last minute for that
my biggest issue is my mom i know some people think shes a bitch but i honestly am going to be so lost without her and i know she will be too..even though she claims she cant wait until im gone..im getting all sad and teary thinking about it..she tells me everything..especially now that her and jimmy are like basically over. she has no one else to vent to...except eric...he's cool i guess but i feel like he's going to replace me...and thats not cool.
Im not all sad about leaving though
Jean is super cool and i cant wait to get all moved in..plus i mean it's college...its supposed to be like amazing..i hope it is...i mean i would be soo dissappointed if it was like high school...because i hated high school with a passion. well i dont know really i have mixed feelings about this whole thing..i mean everyone says theyre going to come visit...but do they really? i mean its sad to think that the people ive spent my life with wont be there anymore...
oh well...im done being sad for the time being..
leave me love...cheer me up
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[29 Nov 2004|03:32pm] |
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Just a reminder to everyone..this is a friends only site so comment if you're not added and want to be..thanks.. angela
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[17 Sep 2004|07:10am] |
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ELEMENO-P CLOTHING PRESENTS:
ROSES ARE RED [TRUSTKILL RECORDS]
MY AMERICAN HEART [NATIONALLY TOURNG FROM CALI.]
CHERRYBING
FORGET LAST YEAR
FILLMORE
FRIDAY OCTOBER 1ST
XTREME WHEELZ, 356 HERTEL
DOORS AT 6PM
$8
everyone must go or ill kill you!!
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[10 Sep 2004|02:36pm] |
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TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!
It's been a long time...wow i dont know what to say...and im not gonna go through everything that has happened in the last....month or so...besides the fact that Charlotte Jean Booth doesn't return phone calls and i want a tattoo like WHOA!
I have a bf...YAY ANGELA! MY family, him (his name is Chris) Liz and I are all going out to dinner tonight at Red Lobster...im excited bc Liz gets to meet Chris..Ryan Emailed me and i cant wait to go to Fredonia and hang out with him...umm the atrium is opened at school...thats cool...
Marina got me a cool present..THANKS MARINA!
Umm yeah i dont know there's this weird Freshman at school she's a freshman and everyone says shes like i was freshman year..NO WAY SHES SOO WEIRD and i was not that bad...okay well im bored...ill update another time..at school bc im grounded until october 16th
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Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
YAY I LOVE ANNA!!!!
okay so LOOK!!
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TO END ALL HOUSE PARTIES...
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THIS SATURDAY
ALL ARE WELCOME. BRING BEER! AND BITCHES(optional). ALL CAN CRASH OVER NIGHT
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YAY!!!!! OKay well you all better be there!! im out..love ya'll!!
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